Sardar (Candyman 187) - Show Em' All

Track off Sardar's upcoming album "If Tomorrow Never Comes"
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Lyrics:

(Candyman 187 - Verse 1)

Dear God forgive me because I'm losing my mind,
Everyday I'm getting closer to the end of my time, I've been trying to make it better help me change, blood of my dead niggas runnin through my veins,
Though I try at times I wonder why they wanna see me die
They'd rather see me break before they see me fly
Look in my eyes when situations arise, Who Am I?

Young strapped and I'm ready to ride
Hustle and grind homie, my time to shine homie
Troubled inside homie, you niggas don't know me
Living the fast life, risking an early grave
And If I go first, I'll see you at the gates
Yes im so complicated and I don't make sense
No I don't need no homies or any fake friends
This is the mission I was given escaping from God's prison
We trippin, livin and sinning, fuck the competition

(Candyman 187 - Chorus)

They don't no the pain, that I hold inside,
How I cry myself to sleep every other night.
So I pray to God,
My soul is yours to keep,
When I die, I'm hoping they remember me
I've been to the bottom, through the depths of hell,
Yet I'm still here fightin cuz I never fail,
I will never fall, I will stand tall, I will prove em wrong,
I'ma show em all'.

(Candyman 187 - Verse 2)

It aint a secret, I be struggling with addictions, listen.
All the suffering and grief got my soul missin,
Don't be quick to judge me, until you live my life
I'm a product of these streets and I will survive,
From crack sales to packed jails I still prevail,
Yet I live to tell, the stories of my hell,
When no one loves you, it's so hard to carry on
Needed my closest homies, but they all gone
At times I wonder, will I change for this quest for fame?
So much pressure in this game, will they know my name?
The prodigal prince, the voice for the Havenotz,
Promise I'll never stop, until my casket drops,
This for those who been told that they'll never be shit,
For all the kids that sit and wish that they didn't exist,
Follow your dreams, believe, one day you will succeed,
I dedicate this to the hopeless and the black sheep.

(Candyman 187 - Chorus)

They don't no the pain, that I hold inside,
How I cry myself to sleep every other night.
So I pray to God,
My soul is yours to keep,
When I die, I'm hoping they remember me
I've been to the bottom, through the depths of hell
Yet I'm still here fightin cuz I never fail,
I will never fall, I will stand tall, I will prove em wrong,
I'ma show em all'.

(Candyman 187 - Verse 3)

See I dun lost it all, everything that matters
The day your heart breaks, is when your soul shatters,
The hardest words to hear,is"I don't feel the same",
You used to love me once, but now things have changed
One day I'll die a legend, and ya'll can read the papers,
Begging for Euthanasia, Hopin that God'll save us,
Reppin a nation at the end of our patience,
With these parents and they God damn expectations

(Girl Chorus)

They don't the pain, that I feel inside,
How I cry myself to sleep, every other night

(Candyman 187 - Chorus x2)
They don't no the pain, that I hold inside,
How I cry myself to sleep every other night.
So I pray to God,
My soul is yours to keep,
When I die, I'm hoping they remember me
I've been to the bottom, through the depths of hell
Yet I'm still here fightin cuz I never fail,
I will never fall, I will stand tall, I will prove em wrong,
I'ma show em all'.

(Male Singing)
Ohhh - I'ma show em, I'ma show em, I'ma show em' all.

(CM Outro)
This song is dedicated to everybody out there that'll fighting for their dreams, no matter the cost, no matter the struggle, everybody who been told that they just aint good enough no matter what they do, yet they could give a fuck less. Keep ridin for your dreams, keep fightin for your team, keep doing what you gotta do to stay on top, one love, one thug, one nation- Candyman 187 & The Havenotz- Worldwide.